back. back home now. it's been some time. get to sleep on my own bed tonight. alone. prefer to sleep with many people. no, not orgy. with friends and loved ones. all that fun, it's over now. and now, it's just school. happy new year all. so many things happened. good and bad. i've definitely changed. all grown up now. feeling the age. the adult in me. shucks, too fast man. a lonely christmas. a lonely birthday. a lonely new year. a lonely life indeed. i thank my friends for being there for me. alright, enough of emo-ing. happy thoughts, ummms, got to know so many new friends. they are all so much fun. in fact, too much fun. i'm gonna have major problem from here now. all that nightlife will only result myself to skip school. grades will soon plunge. but for sure, life will change. for the better or worst, life still zoom past. and someone, please help me. find me a job. a job that suits JIAWEI. laughs. really doubt there'll be any anyway. i was thinking topshop. or something similar. suggestions? anyhoos, i miss ktv-ing. miss pool-ing. miss slacking at jason's. miss clubbing. miss lau pa sat's wanton mee. i know it's only been a few days. but that's how much i love hanging out with them. powerhouse was great last night. maybe it's just the company. everyone went high! too bad no pole. *looks at strider. we wanted to do our paris hilton slut dance lahhhh. alright, i'm going high blogging about it too.

life as a virgo. according to strider. too much thinking on their own part. it wasnt anybody's fault but mine. too much thinking on my part. jiawei's a virgo. jiawei's a useless piece of fuck.


happy new year all.
hope year 2007 turns out better for jiawei and his beloved friends.



here's my lifelong wish.
my grown up christmas wish.
no more lives torn apart.
time would heal all hearts.
love would never end.
this is my grown up christmas list.


forever love.
kiss goodbye.